如果-

~27 Oct 2011~

如果你觉得为了他骗我和弄我伤心也无所谓的话～
就代表了他在你心目中的位置比我还要高。。
先不要说我乱想，想想你自己是不是先！
旁观者清！

背叛

~24 Oct 2011~


没有情侣会喜欢第三者。。
而且是背叛朋友的二五仔。。
我懂他是谁。。
你为了他骗我却说我乱乱想！！
看你要骗我到几时。。
你说不要怪别人弄到我们的感情这样，
你自己有没有想过？
如果不是他，我们会这样吗？
每次吵架都是因为你不要说实话！！
每次拿以前的事来压我！！
OK咯！！以后有什么事的话，我以后也不会跟你说实话了！！
如果你一开始就说清楚不就好咯，
我有阻此过你吗？你自己想看啦。。
只是想知道而已有这样难吗？
每天说我乱想，如果你坦白的话，我需要自己去查出来吗？
为了他你骂过我多少次，为了他我们吵架过多少次！！
如果你真的珍惜这段感情的话，你会为了保护他而每天弄我发疯吗？！！
我真的想杀掉他啊！！！！！
我心里的话可以跟谁说？？？？你自己讲啦！！
跟你讲一点罢了你又拿别件事来压我！！！！
每次都这样！！！！我也是人！！！！我也是会发疯的！！！！！

:(

~27 Sep 2011~



被瞒着的感觉不好受 :(
真的好想知道真相 :(

To Third Party

~26 Sep 2011~

if u gt nth bout this...
u wont call her dear and wont promise tat u will wait her...
gj man...
do it all without letting me knw...
if its a normal travel, need not to hide...
if its a normal frenship, jst explain, i will trust...
no one like to lie and no one like to be lied...
jst speak the truth, i don like u guys hide it to me...

i hate u make our relationship unstable..
hate u broke her trust to me..
i hate myself trust u so much..
hate u make her lie to me..
dun care its u or ur fren..
all jst bcz u..
sad..

I knw u guys wont see this..
but I reli very regret for letting u and her so close last time...
Regret...
Feel like reli cant lost her...
Help me!!!!
:(

Confuse

~21 Sep 2011~

She said "I love you" to me this morning...
almost 2 months I dint heard this from her...
maybe my break up plan fail d...
maybe I am selfish...
selfish for keeping her by myself...
but I reli do love her so much...

The Brutal Junction In My Life

~20 Sep 2011~

Today was the Doom Day in my life!!
I feel like letting go my love 1...
I should not take this relationship so serious...
She said she dont knw she love me or not, when i heard this...
I knw she dont love me anymore, just left the responsibility to stay with me...
But ! The boy, who ruined us, is one of my trusted friend!!!
FML!!!
She knew I am unhappy because she wanna go for movie wif the guy...
SHE KNEW I AM UNHAPPY ABOUT THAT!!!but she still did...
Hope that guy can give her happiness...
I decided to let go...
but I really do love her so much...
I hate myself for giving full of my heart for her...
my tear is dried...
she saw me cried and she said i'm annoying...
scold me bcz that guy...
that guy oredi name her pig which i used to name her...
nvm, my heart cant b broken again bcz thr is no pieces of the broken heart oredi...
Anyway and seriously!!!
I love her...


I LOVE YOU!!!! DO YOU KNOW?! <\3