:(

~27 Sep 2011~



被瞒着的感觉不好受 :(
真的好想知道真相 :(

To Third Party

~26 Sep 2011~

if u gt nth bout this...
u wont call her dear and wont promise tat u will wait her...
gj man...
do it all without letting me knw...
if its a normal travel, need not to hide...
if its a normal frenship, jst explain, i will trust...
no one like to lie and no one like to be lied...
jst speak the truth, i don like u guys hide it to me...

i hate u make our relationship unstable..
hate u broke her trust to me..
i hate myself trust u so much..
hate u make her lie to me..
dun care its u or ur fren..
all jst bcz u..
sad..

I knw u guys wont see this..
but I reli very regret for letting u and her so close last time...
Regret...
Feel like reli cant lost her...
Help me!!!!
:(

Confuse

~21 Sep 2011~

She said "I love you" to me this morning...
almost 2 months I dint heard this from her...
maybe my break up plan fail d...
maybe I am selfish...
selfish for keeping her by myself...
but I reli do love her so much...

The Brutal Junction In My Life

~20 Sep 2011~

Today was the Doom Day in my life!!
I feel like letting go my love 1...
I should not take this relationship so serious...
She said she dont knw she love me or not, when i heard this...
I knw she dont love me anymore, just left the responsibility to stay with me...
But ! The boy, who ruined us, is one of my trusted friend!!!
FML!!!
She knew I am unhappy because she wanna go for movie wif the guy...
SHE KNEW I AM UNHAPPY ABOUT THAT!!!but she still did...
Hope that guy can give her happiness...
I decided to let go...
but I really do love her so much...
I hate myself for giving full of my heart for her...
my tear is dried...
she saw me cried and she said i'm annoying...
scold me bcz that guy...
that guy oredi name her pig which i used to name her...
nvm, my heart cant b broken again bcz thr is no pieces of the broken heart oredi...
Anyway and seriously!!!
I love her...


I LOVE YOU!!!! DO YOU KNOW?! <\3